Happy early Christmas everyone! (I don't care, I still like saying Happy instead of Merry) Tomorrow marks my last day of school until after winter vacation. Although it's not like I'm doing much anyways, haha.
I've actually gotten to like Paint Tool Sai and am considering getting it. Shading clothes is so much easier in it and line making is pretty good too. I still like the pen tool from Photoshop though when making lines, but this is good too. I've got a few finished drawings to upload on here soon and I'm practicing body proportions right now. So difficult. Ahhhh!
I'm trying not to think about it too much, which is rather odd I know, but my birthday is next week. I don't even like talking about it. I don't care about getting older or anything, that doesn't bother me really. It's just that it will be the first time I'm completely alone for it. I never noticed how much I've gotten used to having company on it the past couple of years, and last year I actually had a birthday party for the first time in over six years. But now that there isn't going to be there, it's kind of getting to me a bit. haha I know I can't complain too much because there are others who have it worse than me and stuff. It's just... I don't know. I feel like I'm wallowing in self-pity and I'm trying really hard not to. xD We're also not going to our normal church this year for the Christmas Eve service. I absolutely love going- the candles, warmth, the one other place I feel security besides home- but my parents want to go elsewhere this year. I feel like a fish out of water lately. But it's Christmas and I can't have a bunch of negativity in my last journal of the year.
I might be commissioned by someone to come up with a logo design for their group! I'm super excited about doing it and hoping it comes out well. It's my first real big thing. (Well it's big to me xD)
Also, I'm addicted to Dragon Age Inquisition. Sure I only get like 8fps when playing it, BUT I DON'T CARE. I'm already on my second play-through. hehe Hoping to buy a new graphics card soon. Just not sure if it'll work with my computer. Anyways, HAPPY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE ON DA.